Posted by: Allyson | 5 March, 2009

All signs point to YES.

Lately, my life has been full of changes.  I feel kind of silly saying that, simply because if you had an sort of knowledge of my life’s history,  you would know that “change” is pretty much the status quo here in Femme Domestic’s world

What has been crazy these past few days, though, has been the coincidence surrounding everything.  A small example would be the decision that Eli and I made to purchase new phones.  Money is really tight around here, and buying something like a new cell phone is a big decision.  However, I got bitten by the BlackBerry bug in a big way.. spending more time online, twitter, school, and the like have made the idea of a BB seem appealing.  As soon as I threw it out into the universe that I wanted one, everywhere I looked I got answers.  I saw commercials, of course.  Customers at work seemed to all be walking up to me with their devices in hand.  Then I logged on to my cell phone company’s website to pay my bill, and low and behold, BlackBerries were buy one get one free.  Hmm. I actually used to work for the company, so I know that if you call into customer service you can order equipment and have it billed to the account.  Turns out my next bill is due two days after my birthday.  I would have the money.  HMM.  Next thing you know, I’m looking through the Sunday paper (something I never do on a regular basis, if ever) because my brother-in-law happened to be on the cover.  What, literally, is the first thing I see?  A full page color add for the FREAKING BLACKBERRY.

We got our phones that afternoon.

It’s been going the same for some other things.  Seems like I throw ideas out into the Universe and I’m getting big ol’ signs thrown right back.  I’ve been thinking about moving to a different city.  Everyone I talk to and everything I look at is talking about that place.

I starting writing here, wanting to explore my feelings on sex/gender/relationships/kink… so many of my friends lately.. even good friends that I already think I would know everything about.. are suddenly revealing their own interests in kink and wanting to talk.  It’s been really crazy.

And affirming.

So for now, I’m taking these coincidences as a positive, and looking for more.  It feels good to be open to what comes next.


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